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Saturday, June 5, 2010
After being bed ridden for the couple of days, i think my old bones are really calling for some
stretching.. Seems like my lady luck has gone for a nice vacation which left my bread not really well buttered. i guess the only thing i could do is to stay positive and deal these rubbish with rational actions. Sometimes i really can't help but take my hats off to myself. kudos to me! Why so amazing? consider that i am able to grief along with my emotions and picked myself up and continue to do the sensible right thing and not vent my anger ( oh believe me i really really want to do things out of spite. But i think my character is just to practical and suppressed myself not to do things so that i do not have to clean my ass on the later part. Pros and cons to be too practical. )
Recently i had my photo taken for my uni 's matriculation card, looking at the photo . oh the photographer did a lousy job. Ying Ying pls next time get your own photo taken and printed on your own , gota to trust your own skills! Well thats not the point, the point is , although looking at the previous passport side photo i have taken , i haven change a bit since i was 16. Not a tiny bit. However the feel that i portray out in the photos are way different
photo at 16 :
look young / kiddy / innocent?
photo now :
erm.. it look a bit more hm.. say feminine , more mature ? but from what i cal tell, i still lack of an element . Its hard to say what is it, but i think it is experience. One need to been through things , experience things and learn things to have that confidence that u can manage and deal life with grace.
It was said that Women are like wine, the older it get, the better it will taste. ( of coz there are some part where maintenance of looks came in ) It is tied with experience. After been through something , we grew, learn to take things differently and deal things with a bigger heart , with grace and wisdom. I remembered some celebrities gave me this feeling. Hm.. who is it? haiz. i seems not to remember them right now.. think think think........tick tick tick..... 2 min has passed.. still remember nothing...5 min has past after googling , well.. memories start flooding. Top on my list will be Michelle Yeo 杨紫琼 and 刘嘉玲.. and not forgetting 邓萃雯. The last women on my list , she is not someone that everyone would know or remember. i have a deep impression of her from the show 《金枝欲孽》 . Despite there are a lot more pretty young actress like 黎姿, Charmine Seah, i got to say she really outshine them in the show. She is all i could remember when you talk about this show.
After reading this, kinda salute to this lady and moan for her. salute to her that she have the courage to do that half make up, with her status and position in the ancient time. It is a sad thing that she can't see thing beyond living in the palace. If she has the courage to cheat opening , to do that make up , why she doesn't have the courage to flee the place?
From another point of view, if i were her, i don't know if i can see things differently.Once you are in a certain mindset , a mindset that whoever you are married to you are bonded to him . I guess thinking out of the box is hard, and sometime lies on the hands of fate. Either you see it or you do not see it. Pretty sad ah?
Jumping on another view, I can't help but to wonder, if she survived through that attack and not being that old at that time, would she give up on love? For her first husband, she met him when she was still soo young, first introduced to love. He probably has hurt her and disappointed her. Later on, her lover gave her what she thought was happiness, but it is not a Halcyon Day. A betrayed love which is build on money and fame. If she was given another chance to be in love again. What would she do then?i have really nothing much to do recently so just can't help but to daydream and wonder....
sweetdreams to myself and dream on an ending to this wonder. here i am coming, bed!
After being bed ridden for the couple of days, i think my old bones are really calling for some
stretching.. Seems like my lady luck has gone for a nice vacation which left my bread not really well buttered. i guess the only thing i could do is to stay positive and deal these rubbish with rational actions. Sometimes i really can't help but take my hats off to myself. kudos to me! Why so amazing? consider that i am able to grief along with my emotions and picked myself up and continue to do the sensible right thing and not vent my anger ( oh believe me i really really want to do things out of spite. But i think my character is just to practical and suppressed myself not to do things so that i do not have to clean my ass on the later part. Pros and cons to be too practical. )
Recently i had my photo taken for my uni 's matriculation card, looking at the photo . oh the photographer did a lousy job. Ying Ying pls next time get your own photo taken and printed on your own , gota to trust your own skills! Well thats not the point, the point is , although looking at the previous passport side photo i have taken , i haven change a bit since i was 16. Not a tiny bit. However the feel that i portray out in the photos are way different
photo at 16 :
look young / kiddy / innocent?
photo now :
erm.. it look a bit more hm.. say feminine , more mature ? but from what i cal tell, i still lack of an element . Its hard to say what is it, but i think it is experience. One need to been through things , experience things and learn things to have that confidence that u can manage and deal life with grace.
It was said that Women are like wine, the older it get, the better it will taste. ( of coz there are some part where maintenance of looks came in ) It is tied with experience. After been through something , we grew, learn to take things differently and deal things with a bigger heart , with grace and wisdom. I remembered some celebrities gave me this feeling. Hm.. who is it? haiz. i seems not to remember them right now.. think think think........tick tick tick..... 2 min has passed.. still remember nothing...5 min has past after googling , well.. memories start flooding. Top on my list will be Michelle Yeo 杨紫琼 and 刘嘉玲.. and not forgetting 邓萃雯. The last women on my list , she is not someone that everyone would know or remember. i have a deep impression of her from the show 《金枝欲孽》 . Despite there are a lot more pretty young actress like 黎姿, Charmine Seah, i got to say she really outshine them in the show. She is all i could remember when you talk about this show.
After reading this, kinda salute to this lady and moan for her. salute to her that she have the courage to do that half make up, with her status and position in the ancient time. It is a sad thing that she can't see thing beyond living in the palace. If she has the courage to cheat opening , to do that make up , why she doesn't have the courage to flee the place?
From another point of view, if i were her, i don't know if i can see things differently.Once you are in a certain mindset , a mindset that whoever you are married to you are bonded to him . I guess thinking out of the box is hard, and sometime lies on the hands of fate. Either you see it or you do not see it. Pretty sad ah?
Jumping on another view, I can't help but to wonder, if she survived through that attack and not being that old at that time, would she give up on love? For her first husband, she met him when she was still soo young, first introduced to love. He probably has hurt her and disappointed her. Later on, her lover gave her what she thought was happiness, but it is not a Halcyon Day. A betrayed love which is build on money and fame. If she was given another chance to be in love again. What would she do then?i have really nothing much to do recently so just can't help but to daydream and wonder....
sweetdreams to myself and dream on an ending to this wonder. here i am coming, bed!
Life is a stage and we are all actors playing our parts. We have our entrances and our exits. The story has all the taste of life.Regardless it is sweet
bitter or sour, we should not try to avoid it. Despite the fact that we may step back due to fear, since a storm is anticipated, let it be a heavest storm in the century
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